Something happened to me the other night that humbled me a lot. I had the wonderful opportunity to volunteer at this activity where I did arts and crafts with children who were chronically ill. I love playing with cute, little kids! They can teach us so much and bring us so much happiness. Anyway, there was a kid with the dad following closely behind who approached the table I was working at. This child must have been three or four and had amazingly blue eyes and short blond hair. "Hey, bud! What's your name," I asked in an attempt to establish a connection and put the child at ease. After no response, the dad said, "Her name is Heather (name changed)! Hopefully she'll have hair in a few years." He said it with a reassuring smile in an attempt to minimize my embarrassment, but it barely helped. I felt like my heart had been ripped out of my chest. I had just been administered a humbling dose of embarrassment and sadness.
I continued to play with Heather for a little bit after and was touched by how happy this beautiful little girl was. We finished her drawing and I sent her on her way. What didn't leave, however, was my disappointment in how presumptuous I had been. Granted, it was an honest, unfortunate mistake that I'm sure was quickly forgiven by Heather and her dad. But it got me thinking...
I've already touched on this a little bit in my Battles post, but I feel like everyone is so quickly to judge people by the way they look, act, talk, etc. Why? This world could be filled with the happiness exhibited by Heather if we looked past the minuscule physical details and instead looked on the heart of people. Everyone has something good to offer us, and everyone is seeking for acceptance from those around them. So why not be less presumptuous? Let's all try to be more accepting of those around us and welcome all into our circle of friends. We have nothing to lose, but everything to gain from it.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Running
There's something extremely refreshing about taking a long jog in fourteen degree weather as the sun sets and night fades in. The sun setting off in the distance, shedding its last bit of pink light on the tops of the mountains was almost too picturesque to be true.
I had the chance to take all that in tonight. It was after a long, busy day of classes and homework. I was super tired all day and didn't want to go, but I figured I would feel good after working out so I suited up and went.
I didn't know where I was going, I just took off and let my legs take me wherever they desired. As soon as I hit my rhythm, I just kept going. I jogged for at least half an hour in the brisk mountain air. The sidewalk was sporadically covered with footprint-laden ice left over from a recent snow storm, thereby making the run a little extra challenging and exciting. The condensation from my breath floated up and got stuck to the beanie I was wearing, causing a layer of frost to gather on the front of it. It was so cold, but so worth it. I felt free. I felt like I could run forever. I ran away from everything. I even ran away from myself.
My mind is one of my personal challenges. I tend to dwell on the past too much, become wrapped up in small things, and lose perspective. That's a very summarized version of the thoughts that cloud my daily living, sneaking their way in and out of the good, happy moments and thoughts I have.
While I was on the run, it was me and a clear mind filled only with the thrill of putting one foot in front of the other on a beautiful winter evening. Not a care in the world, whether social, personal, spiritual, or whatever else the case may be, crossed my mind once. I was amazed at how good I felt with a clear mind, an exercising body, and a perfect setting.
I will continue with my workouts, though I don't expect all to be equally amazing. Every once in a while something might click and I'll hit my stride, but for the rest of the time I'll enjoy working out for the sake of staying in shape.
Sometimes you just have to run away from everything, just get away and have some time for yourself and a clear mind. After such a refreshing experience, it is now my responsibility to learn how to deal with the thinking mind that I experience all the rest of the time. That's not a bad thing, just something that, as I work on it, will make me a stronger, better, and happier person.
Our minds are powerful tools, let's learn to use them wisely.
I had the chance to take all that in tonight. It was after a long, busy day of classes and homework. I was super tired all day and didn't want to go, but I figured I would feel good after working out so I suited up and went.
I didn't know where I was going, I just took off and let my legs take me wherever they desired. As soon as I hit my rhythm, I just kept going. I jogged for at least half an hour in the brisk mountain air. The sidewalk was sporadically covered with footprint-laden ice left over from a recent snow storm, thereby making the run a little extra challenging and exciting. The condensation from my breath floated up and got stuck to the beanie I was wearing, causing a layer of frost to gather on the front of it. It was so cold, but so worth it. I felt free. I felt like I could run forever. I ran away from everything. I even ran away from myself.
My mind is one of my personal challenges. I tend to dwell on the past too much, become wrapped up in small things, and lose perspective. That's a very summarized version of the thoughts that cloud my daily living, sneaking their way in and out of the good, happy moments and thoughts I have.
While I was on the run, it was me and a clear mind filled only with the thrill of putting one foot in front of the other on a beautiful winter evening. Not a care in the world, whether social, personal, spiritual, or whatever else the case may be, crossed my mind once. I was amazed at how good I felt with a clear mind, an exercising body, and a perfect setting.
I will continue with my workouts, though I don't expect all to be equally amazing. Every once in a while something might click and I'll hit my stride, but for the rest of the time I'll enjoy working out for the sake of staying in shape.
Sometimes you just have to run away from everything, just get away and have some time for yourself and a clear mind. After such a refreshing experience, it is now my responsibility to learn how to deal with the thinking mind that I experience all the rest of the time. That's not a bad thing, just something that, as I work on it, will make me a stronger, better, and happier person.
Our minds are powerful tools, let's learn to use them wisely.
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